This past Monday was my birthday and to be honest, I'd completely forgotten about it. I've been so focused on school, teaching, gigs, and ministry lately that I completely bypassed stress on the way to busy. My mom called me AT 6 AM to play (over the phone) our traditional birthday song for each other, Solomon Burke's "Today Is Your Birthday" and my eyes widened. I smiled through gritted teeth because, for a moment, realizing it was my birthday was added stress. On top of everything I'm dealing with, going through, and contemplating, I'm aging? Sheesh. I went through the day's routine with classes, teaching lessons and rehearsals. My parents insisted on taking me out for dinner and it was nice. I really love those guys. Coolest people I know, for real. After dinner, in the car, I started thinking about the past year and all its ups and downs and I got emotional. I got lost in thoughts of my history: Failure, Resilience, Lonli...
I'm still learning and growing and I always will be and I'm making peace with that. In the meantime, I'm getting to know The Father and just how much He loves us.